transition...

I'm sitting here watching my brother eat crackers and peanut butter.. he tends to crack me up.. like all the time. It's weird, I really didn't know him to well before this summer... he's been living with my mom the last 4 years.. while i was living with our dad. It's been good this summer to get to know my mom and brother more. Makes me happy. So funny.. I sit here and type and my bro cracks me up again.. this time its about a toilet.. my mom is redecorating her house.. so there is currently a toilet in the garage. My bro claims that there is water in the toilet and mentioned how funny it would be if he went to the bathroom in it. This would be hilarious because my mom or Bret would eventually come across it when they went to move it back. But we are good kids so nothing like that would ever happen.. but its still a funny thought.
I'm one day out of heading to IWU. It's interesting because I am not nervous right now.. im totally content about going. God wants me there. I firmly believe that. Beyond that statement I don't have a clue what is going to come of Indiana. Well, besides a time change... waking up earlier. My classes could turn out to be really difficult, but I not thinking that...
It's been an interesting last few weeks... ending my job, seeing Chip for a last time, sending Bjo off... and then this week seeing friends for a last time for awhile. My family has also been having parties for me. They nicely provided me with some sweet gifts and money for gas.
A weird phenomenon that has been happening this week is a couple times I have like come to tears thinking of not seeing my grandpa for awhile. This was like a weird sensation since I hadn't gotten really upset about leaving or people leaving and such. So this might be a bit of a wall for me to get across. Although I know that i will miss a lot of people, its just going to come with time.. not seeing people... stuff like that.
I'm pretty pumped to meet my new roommates. I have 5 of them. I have conversed over facebook with my roommate, Ellen. I think everyone will be easy to get along with. I'm going to get to learn some humility through using other peoples stuff.... like a lack of control which will probably be good for me.
Hey, pray that I would get in the Word more. I really need to desire and thirst for that more.
Also, I think I am going to look into Harvest USA intern stuff. I prayed on it and I think it is good.... "future leader" If you wouldn't mind praying on whether that is good, hearingwise.. that'd be great!! Then just pray for peace amist transition. HERE WE GO!