Monday, December 1, 2008

Friendship

I had an epiphany this past break. It consisted of finding out that I really don't need anyone but God. I traveled a lot over break. Enjoyed my time with Katie, my mom's family (Amy included :P), and my dad's family. But each step was an enjoyment. I miss people frequently, but this weekend I realized that I don't really need anyone but God. In each situation, I need to pray. I need to be in communion with God. I can get by not communing, but life just gets more and more something.... till I turn back. God's growing me. It's tight.
Friendships are looking different. I spent time in high school figuring out how to stay connected with several friends.. well, I still know them, enjoy time with them, but its a rare occasion. My friends from Iowa State are still close. I don't see them everyday like before, but I talk to a lot of them. Friendships are great, but God is the one that remains.
I really love to get to know people and for them to get to know me. I'd ask that the people reading would pray for me. I have a friend who I would love to have open up with me, but as time passes I'm not sure that it will happen. Would you pray that God would open a door for me to share life mutually with this friend. It's hard for me to be patient, I like to pry, but for some reason I haven't been doing that. Praise the Lord!!!! Pray for me in this situation that I would be loving no matter what even if God never opens the door up. I mean I don't see that being a problem. I love this girl a lot, but pray is always good. :)

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