can't sleep... can't sleep... can't sleep. I have prayed over everythign I can think of.. and outcome.. can't sleep. I don't think it was my nap. I think it mainly has to do with trusting God. I had this guy pray over me today so that I would understand better that God is my father. The whole trusting Him doesn't go so well... It's like the whole.. knowing stuff.. but not believing it very well. I know that I am protected, God told me. I know that He is here. He told me. But I am still scared. I'm not sure what I am going to do. It's very interesting. I am SO tired, but yet I can't sleep. I pray for trust in God... that He would give me strength to do that. I don't know. I don't like nights like this. Hopefully trusting God will increase more and more quickly... so that things like this aren't so much of a struggle. I feel like calling someone.. waking up my friend.. or anything that involves someone here with me, but I don't know how that would be good.. since I need to learn to trust Him. Oh, that sleep would come and come quickly. My plea.