So yeah, I've had a rough past couple of days. I am so used to having people around me 24/7 that this whole not being around people MOST of my days is killing me. I haven't ever felt so lonely. It's interesting to think about how God could use this phase of my life in the future to help someone else out. I say that but need to add that is how I desire my heart to be, I'm not there. Right now, I just ran 2 miles, showered.. and hope that something will happen tonight that will be fun and I'll feel a part. I am ready. And maybe tonight will be a failure also, but at least I will know that I tried. I hate the word try, but that were I am at.
Trust me, I LOVE my classes. I BELIEVE God wants me here. I just really wish I had more friends... Pray for me to believe truth tonight. Thanks for being my friends back home... and family of course. I'm hanging in there. It has taken everything in me... and some help from my dad to convince me to not come home. I got to say, my dad talked to me for a bit, he was attempting to fix the problem. Then he called me and left a message while i was running that said, "I just realized that maybe I responded wrong... I think I should have just listened." It made me happy. My dad is growing SO much! :) Keep praying for me. I have an interview next Tuesday for a Res Tech in a Mental Health clinic which would fill up a lot of my time. :D That would be really nice. Keep praying please.
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