Friday, October 24, 2008

Surprises

Tonight something phenomenal happened, I went to a piano concert and thoroughly enjoyed it. This lady like worshiped with her hands. My body hardly ever, if ever has felt that calm. My being was like worshiping with hers. It was weird like one song came very close to making me cry, but my logical head was like THAT'S STUPID why would I cry over this. Seriously, there aren't even words. Man, God spoke beauty tonight through the keys of a piano. Bottom line: I will be going to more concerts in the future. Music be BEAUTIFUL and that's without words. Are you catching what I am putting down? Yeah, it's pretty tight.
I also feel like God answered prayer today. I asked last night and this morning for something and tonight I got to see fruit of God's work. It was pretty cool. God is good to all of us.
I am fairly sure I was welcomed into the Social Work program on Thursday. It went really well. Thank the Lord. I wasn't too nervous since God like sent me here from Iowa to go into the program, but nervous did creep up a little right before I went.
I feel sometimes like I'm scared to be more vunerable like I hold myself back, but when I think about it, it doesn't make sense because I never use to struggle with that. Or maybe I did struggle with it only it was to a different extent since I was in my homeland. I can't really break through the walls of others lives if I continue to not open up myself. This takes getting past people-pleasing because part of the reason my lips stay shut is because of fear of bugging people. Yeah, life. :)
My midterms are OVER! They all went fairly well. I should be getting both my Social Work ones back next week. YAY!
I've been home once now. It was quick like blink and it was over, but it was good. I got to see quite a few close friends, spend a little quality time with my family, and chillax quite a bit with my best friend. It was good!
yeah, so overall life is good. I still can't believe how much God has blessed me. How I'm changing. People don't think I look at everything from a negative viewpoint here.. that's cool. God is growing me. I'm going to keep on reading, reading, reading. :)
Night.

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